Push through

We are in a season of transition that is going to take more than what we have given before. We are going to have to push spiritually. Push further in our worship. Push further is our praise. Push further in our time with God. We just need to push past what we thought was enough. od has been working on me with this since I brought the word a couple of weeks ago.

I was fasting coming into that Sunday. Warfare had been hitting, and it kept me up all night. I was tired and drained physically, but got gave it to me to ask to be filled up. I did just that. Since then, he has been showing me that I can go further than I thought I could. Not in my own strength but in partnership with him. Calling out when I'm feeling weak or unsure.

Today for example I decided to go on a walk. Little did I know God had me going on this walk. When I walked out it was sprinkling, and I said a little rain never hurt anybody. As I began to walk, I said Lord let it rain and wash me clean. It started raining harder. I started telling myself I would cut my walk short and turn back. I instantly felt conviction. The Holy Spirit revealed I was being prepared. Was I going to just give up. I pushed through my discomfort and began to talk to God about what he was bringing forward. Take everything that was not of him out of m and fill me up.

I started petitioning him for what I needed in the things he had shown me. That I would give him the glory I wasn't wanting it for the money or glamour, but for my children, and their children, and their children, and their children. I petitioned that he makes a way so that generations that come from me can do his work without a second thought. As I turned the corner the rain stopped, and I was reminded that after every rain the sky clears. The rain is so needed though for growth. I thank God for pushing me. I prayed like I had never prayed in intercession for my family. I told him make me into an intercessor like the old praying grandmothers. Send a revival and let it begin in me.