Nobody greater

Searched all over, couldn't find nobody. Searched high and low still didn't find nobody. Nobody greater, nobody greater Jesus, nobody greater than you. I have been so full, from God pouring into me. My birthday is coming in a couple of days the sun has just been shinning. I have been able to let the sun hit my face and feel the warmth from the sun every morning. Spring is right around the corner. I have such joy and peace. I have been in a place where I can pour into every aspect in my life without stress or the weight of uncertainty.

It is nobody or nothing but God. God will get the glory for everything that comes from my life. I am just in awe. There is no part of my life that I can't find joy in. Is my bank account reflecting it? Is my business reflecting it? Is my life reflecting? Not yet, but my marriage, children, my household, and ministry is reflecting it. I stepped back and asked God to pour into so that he can get the glory in every aspect of my life. The more he pours the less I show up as the old me. These days I'm not even worried about seeing the old me. I look forward daily to see the new me.

When I started building my relationship with God I just didn't want to be depressed and angry. I wanted to be a better person. I wanted the encouragement I was giving others to be how I truly felt. I felt like I was living a double life smiling and being the one that lift others but felt alone and empty daily. I was accepting whatever people had left to give me because I couldn't see I deserved better. I opened up to God and he began to reveal who he created me to be. I started cutting things and people off that wasn't aiding in my growth. It showed me I had surrounded with people that didn't believe in the things God was showing me.

Isolation is hard but it is needed. You have to see who you are and the thoughts that come to your mind when you are no longer taking on others' problems and negativity. You have to figure out your own problems and heal from them before you can take on other things. You start realizing that you are able to feel good without outside validation. Being able to tell yourself you deserve it whether the people in your life have it to give or not. Speak life into yourself and know that God made you for a reason. I am now walking in my knowing that nobody opinions but God is any of my business.