Fill me up God

I knew I needed to fast. I originally planned to do it with the start of the week. I couldn't get started. Little did I know God had other plans. My husband came home asking me to get him ready to go on a fast. Which definitely motivated me that it was time. The day before I started the fast, I was asked to bring the word that Sunday. I knew something was breaking off of me. We got through the first day it was rough, but I knew I had to do it. I was really wanting to shake some old things off going into this new season God has me walking in.

The second day I went and picked up our daughter and had to take her to the grocery store. I am teaching here how to prepare meals for herself. We headed to the grocery store, and I was actually ok the laughter with her kept me distracted. We got what we needed and headed home. I started instruction he to wash her hands walked her through how to make her meal and proudly watched her do it. After we finished, she wanted to show her dad. We called him and he was saying how good it looked. I opened the window to get some of the smell out the house. I prayed for God to help him stay focused. He came in talking about the meal but he just went upstairs and didn't give in. I thanked God.

Saturday I was thinking about what I would prepare for the next day. I still owed a day to fasting to focus on who I needed to be after this. I usually bring the tablet in when I shower. I knew it needed to be just me and God. I talked to God as I cleaned my body. When I got out and was drying off. Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up. Fell on my spirit. I began singing "Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up. Fill me up until I overflow. I want to run over. I got to run over." I kept singing over and over standing in the bathroom. I began declaring to God different things he showed me and talked about. Telling him he can only get the glory in them if I run over. The thought of God pouring into me that I overflow in every aspect of my life brought me to tears.

I said "I want to have the marriage you showed me God. You will get the glory, but God help me run over, I want to run over, I got to run over. Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fille me up. I want to be the mother you showed me. You will get the glory, but God help me run over, I want to run over, I got to run over. Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up. I want to walk successfully and do the things you showed me in the vision for your people. You will get all the glory, but God help me run over, I want to run over, I got to run over. Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up. God, you said I would break generational curses in my blood line and produce generational wealth. You will get the glory, but God help me run over, I want to run over, I got to run over. Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up. God, allow people to see you when they see me and help them to turn to you. You will get the glory, but God help me run over, I want to run over, I got to run over. Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up.

I have no idea how long I was in the bathroom, but our daughter knocked to use it. I just kept singing fill me up God. God help me run over. I got to run over. I wanted to break my fast at the end of the night. I was telling myself that I had did my 72 hours. I knew I need to wait until the next day. It was the worse night of sleep I have had. The neighbors' children were running up and down the stairs all night banging around until like 6:30. I had to be up at 7. The enemy wanted me exhausted not to be able to bring that word. I said "You will get the glory, but God help me run over, I want to run over, I got to run over. Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up."