Manifestations of the spirit realm

I am in so emotional today. God's spirit is so heavy in our home. So many things have been prophesized over this month in my life. I knew I would see miracles, signs, and wonders throughout 2025. I could have never imagined how God would move to begin to transition my life. It cannot be explained by anything other than God's hand at work. God will get the glory for it all.

My husband came to me yesterday and said God was nudging him to talk to me. He had my full attention I knew it was important. He began sharing something that I knew was only being discussed because our marriage was breaking into what God had intended for his glory. Everything was put on the table from both of us. God had told him there was nothing he was supposed to carry that he hid from me. I told him I didn't want him to carry anything alone. He said he knew how I reacted from this conversation if I was his wife or not because God told him he would be safe talking to his wife.

We talked about that once we got married, that the covenant we made change our relationship. I was no longer talking to my boyfriend, and he was no longer talking to his girlfriend. Becoming his wife changed something in me. I welcomed God in to show me what he had planned for us. There is nothing I felt comfortable doing without seeking God about it. God had showed me a lot of things about who he would be and our family I know only God could do it. He said in being obedient to have this conversation he was able to see our children. That he knew he would be able to hear from God more. Hallelujah

Nobody greater

Searched all over, couldn't find nobody. Searched high and low still didn't find nobody. Nobody greater, nobody greater Jesus, nobody greater than you. I have been so full, from God pouring into me. My birthday is coming in a couple of days the sun has just been shinning. I have been able to let the sun hit my face and feel the warmth from the sun every morning. Spring is right around the corner. I have such joy and peace. I have been in a place where I can pour into every aspect in my life without stress or the weight of uncertainty.

It is nobody or nothing but God. God will get the glory for everything that comes from my life. I am just in awe. There is no part of my life that I can't find joy in. Is my bank account reflecting it? Is my business reflecting it? Is my life reflecting? Not yet, but my marriage, children, my household, and ministry is reflecting it. I stepped back and asked God to pour into so that he can get the glory in every aspect of my life. The more he pours the less I show up as the old me. These days I'm not even worried about seeing the old me. I look forward daily to see the new me.

When I started building my relationship with God I just didn't want to be depressed and angry. I wanted to be a better person. I wanted the encouragement I was giving others to be how I truly felt. I felt like I was living a double life smiling and being the one that lift others but felt alone and empty daily. I was accepting whatever people had left to give me because I couldn't see I deserved better. I opened up to God and he began to reveal who he created me to be. I started cutting things and people off that wasn't aiding in my growth. It showed me I had surrounded with people that didn't believe in the things God was showing me.

Isolation is hard but it is needed. You have to see who you are and the thoughts that come to your mind when you are no longer taking on others' problems and negativity. You have to figure out your own problems and heal from them before you can take on other things. You start realizing that you are able to feel good without outside validation. Being able to tell yourself you deserve it whether the people in your life have it to give or not. Speak life into yourself and know that God made you for a reason. I am now walking in my knowing that nobody opinions but God is any of my business.

Fill me up God

I knew I needed to fast. I originally planned to do it with the start of the week. I couldn't get started. Little did I know God had other plans. My husband came home asking me to get him ready to go on a fast. Which definitely motivated me that it was time. The day before I started the fast, I was asked to bring the word that Sunday. I knew something was breaking off of me. We got through the first day it was rough, but I knew I had to do it. I was really wanting to shake some old things off going into this new season God has me walking in.

The second day I went and picked up our daughter and had to take her to the grocery store. I am teaching here how to prepare meals for herself. We headed to the grocery store, and I was actually ok the laughter with her kept me distracted. We got what we needed and headed home. I started instruction he to wash her hands walked her through how to make her meal and proudly watched her do it. After we finished, she wanted to show her dad. We called him and he was saying how good it looked. I opened the window to get some of the smell out the house. I prayed for God to help him stay focused. He came in talking about the meal but he just went upstairs and didn't give in. I thanked God.

Saturday I was thinking about what I would prepare for the next day. I still owed a day to fasting to focus on who I needed to be after this. I usually bring the tablet in when I shower. I knew it needed to be just me and God. I talked to God as I cleaned my body. When I got out and was drying off. Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up. Fell on my spirit. I began singing "Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up. Fill me up until I overflow. I want to run over. I got to run over." I kept singing over and over standing in the bathroom. I began declaring to God different things he showed me and talked about. Telling him he can only get the glory in them if I run over. The thought of God pouring into me that I overflow in every aspect of my life brought me to tears.

I said "I want to have the marriage you showed me God. You will get the glory, but God help me run over, I want to run over, I got to run over. Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fille me up. I want to be the mother you showed me. You will get the glory, but God help me run over, I want to run over, I got to run over. Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up. I want to walk successfully and do the things you showed me in the vision for your people. You will get all the glory, but God help me run over, I want to run over, I got to run over. Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up. God, you said I would break generational curses in my blood line and produce generational wealth. You will get the glory, but God help me run over, I want to run over, I got to run over. Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up. God, allow people to see you when they see me and help them to turn to you. You will get the glory, but God help me run over, I want to run over, I got to run over. Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up.

I have no idea how long I was in the bathroom, but our daughter knocked to use it. I just kept singing fill me up God. God help me run over. I got to run over. I wanted to break my fast at the end of the night. I was telling myself that I had did my 72 hours. I knew I need to wait until the next day. It was the worse night of sleep I have had. The neighbors' children were running up and down the stairs all night banging around until like 6:30. I had to be up at 7. The enemy wanted me exhausted not to be able to bring that word. I said "You will get the glory, but God help me run over, I want to run over, I got to run over. Fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up God, fill me up."